“How about nail colour?” she asked.
For a person like me who looks for inner beauty
Colouring my nails was a very heavy duty.
For a few seconds, I stood there with a look of disgust
I felt like I had to compromise or adjust.
I had to do something I didn’t like
Within seconds I felt I was forced to do something I dislike.
I wasn’t ready for something that wasn’t even a challenge
I felt like all my energy had vanished; had vanished all my plunge.
This was the tiniest incident that made me realise of my comforts
Of how I feel when I have to shift to discomforts.
We start moving away from experimenting and trying on anything new itself
At least I feel like I’m not being myself.
Change is the only thing that is constant in our life
It’s us who make it into such a big strife.
I know now how to be positive for things I hate too
For there might be a slight reason that makes me love the new change too.